12 Days with God – Day Twelve

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Day Twelve – Paths of Love

Once there was a God who could not help but love and He formed a whole new world to share His love. During the process of Creation He completely invested Himself into it. He became in everything, caring, lovingly. He longed for being loved, too. He had the greatest hope and He did not use the word trust up until it was lost. Betrayed, abandoned and torn apart He became. Yet He has not given up. Although, He had every reason to quit and start again, He has not altered the principles upon He created ever since. So many times, way too many times He was sure the hope was just ahead. And all these times He was betrayed again, again and again. The excruciating pain He has endured has not changed His Absolute Love. Whenever He felt powerless and helpless, waiting for His lost children to recognize their own part of responsibility He could always find the light of hope and nurture it up until it shone again throughout the night in the desert, the desert of bitterness.

He has never given up on any of us. Even when we give up, He stands there and waits, hoping we change. He can see the possibility in us even when we are in doubts, He can envision our best in times when we are unable to see beyond our inabilities.

As He had to grow in love we all need to expand our hearts and discover all the realms of children love, siblings love, conjugal love and parental love – discover and conquer. Become a true, genuine, original owner. This way to find Him and create, complete the everlasting relationship we have always meant to.

Twelve days with God.

Twelve ways to love.

One day can be like a thousand years, a thousand years can be like one day.

In love. In Absolute Love.

Anything is possible.

Together.

With You, Father!

 

Thank you, for teaching me!

 

 

Your son,

 

-JD-

 

12 Days with God – Day One

12 Days with God – Day Two

12 Days with God – Day Three

12 Days with God – Day Four

12 Days with God – Day Five

12 Days with God – Day Six

12 Days with God – Day Seven

12 Days with God – Day Eight

12 Days with God – Day Nine

12 Days with God – Day Ten

12 Days with God – Day Eleven

 

Feel free to share your own experiences with God, our Heavenly Father and the way towards Him!

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12 Days with God – Day Eleven

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This is the eleventh day.

You did not choose me,
no, I chose you;
and I commissioned you
to go out and to bear fruit,
fruit that will last;
and then the Father will give you
anything you ask him in my name.
What I command you
is to love one another.
John 15:16-17

 

This is the day of realization.

Days have melted into one. Frontiers and shadows have diminished. Barriers have become less unpenetrable. My personal limitations have decreased. Now, I only find hard to use the right words to share the heart of joy, the mind of purpose with You, Father, with You, who is here now.

When I started this path, I did have the ideas and concepts how and what to do. How narrow understanding it was trying to fit Your ideas and concepts into my thought boxes… I’m smiling on it now, and I know, You are smiling, too: growth, maturity – fruits of Your effort and heart are harvested, as You have been loving silently but with full of Your strength. The only way how we, humans could survive our mournful history is the care, mindset, attitude, ceaseless willingness You have been pouring, Your Blessings on each and every one of us. This is how I am alive, this is how I am healed, this is how I can find new strength and keep going to do better after the failures I make. You have never focused on the flaws in us, You have never pointed a finger on us, You have never excluded us from Your life. It was us, it was me who couldn’t help himself. By now, it is over, You have raised me up, You have exalted me…

All we think of love is mostly a relative, self-confined presumption we eagerly tend to reason and boost about our reasonings and proofs, achievements. This is not who You are, this is not the way to live with You, this is not the life of righteousness, this is not the good foundation of love.

You are absolute.

Your are not our concept, You are not our idea. You can not be bended to fit into the frames of our convenient notions. Instead of looking for one part of You, we ought to perceive You completely, through the Nature, the original Creation. How thoughtfully, profoundly it was shaped! How completely You have invested Yourself into it – for us! For me, too. And for my children, too.

This it the way with everything then: immersing fully into the creation of our life for others, recreating ourselves this way, gaining new life, experiencing the heart and mind of the abundant, utmost love. This is the only way to live.This is the secret of living forever. It has been hidden in plain sight.

I realize it now.

I will apply it for everything, for every relationship in life. My wife, my children, friends and disciples, people in the world, the creation – through this I can give You something, the very thing You have been giving to me, to us: Absolute Love.

 

Thank You, Father, Thank You!

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Ten

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This was the tenth day.

God created man in the image of himself,
in the image of God he created him,
male and female he created them.
Genesis 1:27

This was the day of creation.

Father, You have created us to be co-creators. All the abilities we were given are meant for completing this life with an ever-growing heart and a mutual relationship with You.

A real family, this is what You have always longed for, this is what You have always been working for. This desire and idea has helped You to get through all the tribulations and grief, pain and sorrow You had to endure – because You have never given up on us, despite the uncountable amount of ways of hurt we have been giving to You.

You have created us to be co-creators of beauty, kindness, sharing and love. As the greatest example, You always responds with beauty, kindness, sharing and love towards each and everything. We do have this ability in ourselves, since You are our Father!

Forgetting own desires and plans, immersing into the life of the most beloved ones, time and space receive more meaning and value. This is how I found You today, in the time and space of being sincere, devoted, kind, enjoying beauty and giving it back, sharing heart and everything, giving and living love even without thinking of it. We were so alive with the children, we accomplished a lot, together, and the tears of happiness were flowing in my heart when I saw their unity. That made me proud, knowing they are on the right way towards You, and You only. They already have something, what I needed to learn sometimes: You are real for them, alive. Your pure son, Jesus, is their favourite to learn from, and all the teachings from You are in their everyday actions with each other, and with others, too.

If I have a request, it is to be able to be with them longer, to guide them on this pyhsical world, and experiencing together the ideal among each other – this way, co-creating Heaven on Earth.I know, it is not selfish to long for, we all want to help the people in the world out of love, sharing kindness and beauty – they are our siblings, even if we haven’t met yet, even if they are far, noone is going to Heaven, nor can’t be happy up until each and every one of us will have the bond in heart with You.

Thank You, Father, for being alive, thank You for the responsibility and trust! Please, feel the joy of co-creation I have had today!

Thank You!

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Nine

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This was the ninth day.

“How happy are you who are poor: yours is the kingdom of God. Happy you who are hungry now: you shall be satisfied. Happy you who weep now: you shall laugh.”
Luke 6:21

 

This was the day of change.

I was heading towards to You in this path, again, and I hoped to find the straigthest path, not an elliptic one, again…

…and so the day became days, loosing sense on routines. After a while, days melted into evolving time and space. Memory of Your past echoed in me as I was loosing sight and detoured. You have created time and space, this world of dreams, hopes and possibilities – how could You prevent Yourself from changing, when everything went astray?

I realized, Your determination has always been greater than the pain You have suffered, Your hope is a constant one, Your acts for humankind haven’t ceased despite all the things we have been doing against the Ideal.

This is what I learned from You, that’s what I need to do: improving always, and not changing in doing, ceaselessly love through actions, and hoping Heaven on Earth will be on Earth and Heaven soon.

I must change to be unchanging in love and dedication, just like You, Father.

Thank you for teaching me, Father, even when it hurts.

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Eight

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This was the eighth day.

The spirit of the Lord has been given to me, for he has anointed me. He has sent me to bring the good news to the poor, to proclaim liberty to captives and to the blind new sight, to set the downtrodden free, to proclaim the Lord’s year of favor!
Luke 4:18-19

 

This was the day of life.

I was looking forward to this day. I was looking forward to feel You, I was looking forward to see You in every meetings, I was looking forward to spot You in the crowd. I was looking forward to get to know what was what You wanted to teach me today.

I was not able to keep the right mindset all the time, I had to warn myself, and I failed to realize in time every so often the sudden challenges are You gifts to receive a greater Blessing. An interrupted little to nothing sleep should have been felt Your care, not a headache, an immature youngster’s action could have been experienced as Your interactive historical tv-channel, I also should have changed my schedule when I was needed by one of the most beloved ones instead of loosing actual priorities.

Besides, I was aware of a teaching You gave me, and I acted upon, giving more from myself, as I used to and I supposed to do. It felt good and another way to improve and grow – for the most beloved ones, and through them the whole world.

I felt lonely.

I don’t know how and why. It might have a similar experience when long time ago Your pain was revealed during the time creating art. I still remember the endless, salt streams, the inner travel beyond time and space and the heart I felt, Your heart, seeing how everything was falling apart…. I felt Your loneliness and eager desire to accomplish and restore everything, becoming content and happy. I wish I could give You this. I would grant You it in an instant. Maybe, one day, soon, You will have the chance to accept it…

What will the next day bring, I can’t know. Either a challenge or tranquility, I’ll invite You for everything, each moments of my life, please, be a  part of my life, Father!

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Seven

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This is the seventh day.

Again, as one man’s fall brought condemnation on everyone, so the good act of one man brings everyone life and makes them justified. As by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by one man’s obedience many will be made righteous. When law came, it was to multiply the opportunities of falling, but however great the number of sins committed, grace was even greater; and so, just as sin reigned wherever there was death, so grace will reign to bring eternal life thanks to the righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Romans 5:18-21

 

This was the day of promises.

Father, I’ve been thinking of You a lot today, I was wondering how this day will unfold itself, I felt a growing curiosity inside of me, it was a pure, child’s love and interest, and I had completely forgotten how wonderful and uplifting it could feel. Though, it was not a rebirth, some of my cells radiated the light of Your love, from the inside of me. It is so nice to remember, it was today and it wasn’t a dream…

…this day wasn’t a perfect day, although overcoming challenges were mostly successful, I still have this unexplainable understanding in my heart and mind, every cells of my body: in Heaven there aren’t anxiety, annoying events, carelessness, laziness, narrow-mindedness, in Heaven, still I believe it in forever, nobody feels lonely and abandoned, betrayed and neglected, misused and forgotten. If this is the world of reasoning around us, I can’t be a part of it…

…how often I was called as starchild, now, I understand, they all felt and experienced Your love through me… a connection might have taken way longer time to establish…

Father, what is Your attitude towards broken promises?

How can You cope with falsity, enmity, betrayal and blaming? You have never ever done anything wrong, still… How can You trust again?

Night is late, dreams have been cast, I have wanted to serve and be energetic with serving others and being with You. Now, I need to lay my head, my body needs to take a rest, will You join me, Father?

Can You join me, Father, truly and forever?

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Six

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This is the sixth day.

His mother and brothers now arrived and, standing outside, sent in a message asking for him. A crowd was sitting around him at the time the message was passed to him, “Your mother and brothers and sisters are outside asking for you.” He replied, “Who are my mother and my brothers?” And looking around at those sitting in a circle about him, he said, “Here are my mother and my brothers. Anyone who does the will of God, that person is my brother and sister and mother.”

Mark 3:31-35

This was the day of truth.

How shall I do this? I should always ask You for an advice, instead of my stubborn ideas and concepts. Though, personal experiences can be useful, after a while they do not last. In my life, You have always given me what I asked from You, and it took me so long to understand: what You would like to give me might not be the same. It is a Blessing now to know the difference…

…You led me to the path of healing yesterday, and the keys of happiness and peaceful unity were in my hands. I struggled to use them wisely, and I felt sorry for the wasted time whenever I realized I could not focus on the gift of time and space You Blessed me with, being with my children and family. Of course, so many are my siblings and feel to be in a way my children, too – and they need more attention and care. Who should I love more with time and action? Those, who give me constant and ever growing love, respect, compassion and care or those who betray, abandon, leave and act selfishly? Your example, Jesus’ example, all the chosen ones’ example show the latter is more important in order to create Heaven on Earth than those who are worthy to enter and live with pure heart. It is not about righteousness, it is about solving this inexctricable world: all the issues and inherited resentments can be transformed only by care, compassion, volunteer sacrifice, love beyond our own need, with understanding and support by our loved ones.

Who are the children of God? Are those Your children at the holy places, in the holy robes, praying, meditating? Are those who always keep on helping others? Are those who ceaselessly improve themselves and others’ circumstances? Are those who excel in science and scriptures? Everybody is equally important for You, even the farthest one among us. As a True Parent, You have been focusing to reach out each and every one of us, especially, the farthest ones. None of us is going to Heaven without any of us. You love Your whole family. Even, when we are lost, You lift us up.

Thank You, Father, persevering and not giving up on us!

I hope, one day I can lift You up with my actions and heart!

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Five

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This was the fifth day.

Yahweh saw that the wickedness of man was great on the earth, and that the thoughts in his heart fashioned nothing but wickedness all day long. Yahweh regretted having made man on the earth, and his heart grieved. “I will rid the earth’s face of man, my own creation,” Yahweh said, “and of animals also, reptiles too, and the birds of heaven; for I regret having made them.” But Noah had found favor with Yahweh.

Genesis 6:5-8

 

This was the day of balance.

The greatest challenge is to be happy always. Sometimes it seems and feels, the joyous moments pass as quickly as they arrive, leaving only a reminiscence. The sharp teeth of reality bite the delight until nothing remains. How could You survive and exist seeing the reality of Your fallen and estranged children? I only can conclude that logically it was your mere hope that Your dream will become fruitful…

Actions, deeds are the foundation of love, life, lineage, lasting happiness, lasting fortune. It is simple to climb up a mountain, since time to time we walk down in a steep or declivous path – and that one is completely normal, acceptable, since it is the time for gaining strength, relaxing, meditating and rededicating. It is never a failure to let life be balanced. Anyone, who is willing to go up, ought to be ready to go down, too. Knowledge, trust, self-esteem are tools to act, and true dreams are the roots of the hopes in life.

Can my body be enough good for my intentions? Is my heart able to convert all the dreams and inspirations I have received from You to make others’ life easier and supporting them to get closer to You with melting their pain and disappointment with the real quality of love? I used to sorry You, that it was only me who listened to You, and a lot of people had been more prepared for taking the path. I used to feel shame and discouragement. Later, I realized when You gave me a vivid dream, You are proud of me, You have always wanted to be proud of me.

I love all those radiating experiences and encounters with You. I love remembering to them. These dreams are my hopes and strength in the days of hardships and challenges.

Thank You, Father!

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Four

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This was the fourth day.

“How great are his signs,
how mighty his wonders!
His sovereignty is an eternal sovereignty,
his empire lasts from age to age.”
Daniel 3:100

 

This was the day of service.

This has been a long day. A long, but worthy one: trying to help others is always a good day.

You have always excelled in helping and supporting your children. Although, we have been neglecting You and Your help every so often, maybe almost all the time, You have never given up on us, You have never given up on me.

So, I tried to do the same, though my body showed every signs of weakness and it felt truly like a challenge, I focused on to excel. Keeping the true smile and good mood was not the easiest, and honestly, most of the times not the emotions but the dedication kept me going on, getting to know more people, being flexible in schedule and work. Arriving home, the most beloved ones also needed the greatest attention – as I was trained by You, no matter what and how happened, arriving home man always need to be on the top of his game, radiating and passing the love, light You have Blessed him with…

I had to learn my limitations, so, it was an earlier time to sleep, singing Your name.

Serving, living for the sake of others is the best way of healing, both for the world, both for man.

Thank you for inventing the principle of living for the sake of others.

Your son,

 

-JD-

12 Days with God – Day Three

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This is the third day.

“Enter by the narrow gate, since the road that leads to perdition is wide and spacious, and many take it; but it is a narrow gate and a hard road that leads to life, and only a few find it.”

Matthew 7:13-14

 

This is the day of being a human.

It shouldn’t be a shame, Father, to feel being a human. Yet, I’ve experienced today both parts in me: the one closer to You, and the other You did not create…

How life could have been? How everything would have turned out? How all the actions should have been? All the ifs, all the possibilities. I know, You have had all the calculations, measurementsm, precursors and preparations. Today, just like my ancestors, I used the free will and goose-stepped into misery. And I pulled You in…

…I didn’t mean to do that. The strangest thing is, that I have always had the clues, the patterns which might be called premonition, sharp senses or even wisdom. Despite all the good inside me, I chose ignorance, the very same tool detoured the greatest love to be completely manifested…

It’s not the first time, from my part, definately not the first. And I’m not fooling myself saying this was the last obnoxious vanity. Maybe today, because the night has fallen…

It’s been countless times, probably, when I chose the other side of the forking paths. Yet, You’ve always tried to trust me again. Again and again. And You kept giving me Your Blessings, constantly. Blessings, I have never expected, I could never dreamed of. You gave my life back, You gave my children, and You have saved them. You have given me the sight, I could see, I could hear, I could understand better, I could walk and run closer to You. There were times when I felt your hand in my hand…

I’m sorry, Father, I haven’t grown enough yet. I don’t want to make mistakes again, I don’t. I don’t want to be immature anymore. With the sunlight, a more mature life will emerge. I know it. I will show it to You, Father, I will.

Your son,

 

-JD-