I was alive once with you

I’m just a burned sun
You’re what you’ve done
I’m without love
For you
Redemption is gone

 
I’m still the one
You’re who you’ve become
I’m without fun
For you
Absolution is gone

 
No need for longing
It’s gone
No place for hoping
It was wrapped and sent away
To the unknown one

 
I’m just a scorched planet
You’re who saves only herself
I’m without resentment
For you
Eternity is lost unreported

 
I’m still saving the days
You’re wasting the nights
I’m bravering my mind
For my
Own worth matters too in life

 
I’m not your alchemist anymore
I couldn’t turn your lead to gold
You’re ain’t my Messiah either
You didn’t hold my tether
But I’ve found myself
In the desert
Where we’d burnt everything

 
I’ll miss your morning star that darkened the sky
I’ll miss all your failures that broke my heart
I’ll miss your imperfections that showed you complete
I’ll miss your body that made me feel
I was alive
Once
With you
I was alive
Once
With you

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You never wanted me

You never wanted me

Just my illusion

A painted shade

On the wall of lovers

 

Our game was meant to be life

We took it too seriously

And went too far

By now separately

 

Words cannot be trusted

There is no more wisdom to earn

Mistaken patience paralyzed

And stopped us to grow

 

Togetherness is an ideal

Not meant to be reached

For those who are abandoned

And live in broken dreams

 

I’m relieving to take a breath

That’s all I have left

Enough to be a good man

And find a kind of happiness

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Even if you face lonely periods in your life

As I Can See

Even if you experience lonely time periods when you feel you have no power within, you should not get discouraged. You should know through such periods you could overcome the valleys of your life. A border in the valley is the midpoint of the valley. The larger the valley, the wider is the bottom of the valley. You will experience a lonely time when you alone pass through the expanse of the bottom of the large valley. When you are there, neither God nor Satan can interfere with you. You must pass through it all by yourself. Like a boat has to navigate through sunken rocks in dark night, you must face such a dangerous time. You want to gut it out, but you have no power left in you. Then you will be overcome with the feeling that God has forsaken you. You are so bewildered that you cannot…

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Whenever

As I Can See

Whenever I feel abandoned, it is only in me.

Heavenly Father has never left me. He always stands next to me, trying to catch me when I fall, showing the best way for my path, saying the righteousness needed for the life I live.

I became reluctant. Sometimes even put Him to the abyss of denial. I am often blind, however I have eyes, I am often deaf, however I have ears to hear. And I have an unfortunate talent to work off His active help, feeling it as a shackle.

So, I leave to yourself, Father, time to time. I am looking for words to express my apology, but I can’t find. I know, you are in pain, because of me, too. How can I be an example for others, on the road back to you?

Whenever I need you, You are with me. Whenever I am down, You…

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Even if you face lonely periods in your life

Even if you experience lonely time periods when you feel you have no power within, you should not get discouraged. You should know through such periods you could overcome the valleys of your life. A border in the valley is the midpoint of the valley. The larger the valley, the wider is the bottom of the valley. You will experience a lonely time when you alone pass through the expanse of the bottom of the large valley. When you are there, neither God nor Satan can interfere with you. You must pass through it all by yourself. Like a boat has to navigate through sunken rocks in dark night, you must face such a dangerous time. You want to gut it out, but you have no power left in you. Then you will be overcome with the feeling that God has forsaken you. You are so bewildered that you cannot tell if God really even exists.

The question is how can you overcome such a time? You must remind yourself of a past time when you were filled with joy because of the grace and blessings you received from God, as if you were a bee that was intoxicated with nectar. You need to have such experiences. God who protected me in the past when I faced difficulty is my loving Parent. I am without a doubt God’s child. No matter how curved and contorted the road your travel takes you, in the end God will put you in the position to fulfill the purpose of His love. This is absolutely true, no matter what.

A reason why God lets you go through this process is that He wants you to realize something very important and very significant. For that reason, God gives you this kind of time period. It is not that God is blocking the way so that you must face this lonely period. If you face a period of loneliness, you must overcome the period with faith that is rooted in the conviction that God loves you from your personal standard – that God has been protecting you and encouraging you. In spite of what people may say, you must overcome such a lonely period. You cannot depend on anyone. You must not be discouraged even if you fall into the position where no one recognizes you.

When you are lonely, you must realize that God too must be agonizing, since He has to place you, His loving child, in such a position of loneliness. Do you agree with this? God is in the same position as parents who anguish over their child as they helplessly see their child suffering. Realizing this, as you go through this lonely period, God will be filled with a great desire to love you even more. However, He cannot give you love because it is a time you have to go through alone.

So, you should know as soon as you go through the lonely course, God’s love will reach to you. So, you must go through the period with this faith. You should know once you overcome that, you will definitely receive great blessings. After you experience this several times, you will never doubt God’s Will nor wonder about your destiny even though you are over and over going through a lonely course, or being placed in a lonely position. In this way, you will learn the process for going through a lonely period.

 

Origin Source of the Loyalty and Filial Piety
ReverendSun Myung Moon
1968

Whenever

Whenever I feel abandoned, it is only in me.

Heavenly Father has never left me. He always stands next to me, trying to catch me when I fall, showing the best way for my path, saying the righteousness needed for the life I live.

I became reluctant. Sometimes even put Him to the abyss of denial. I am often blind, however I have eyes, I am often deaf, however I have ears to hear. And I have an unfortunate talent to work off His active help, feeling it as a shackle.

So, I leave to yourself, Father, time to time. I am looking for words to express my apology, but I can’t find. I know, you are in pain, because of me, too. How can I be an example for others, on the road back to you?

Whenever I need you, You are with me. Whenever I am down, You desperately try to find the ways to lift me up…

I want, I would like, I long for sharing my joy, my happiness time to You, whenever it is. Rejoice with You from the blink of an eye to the greatest moments of my lifetime…

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