Even if you were born behind the rainbow…

You are worthy and meant to be great

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can make the most fantastic dreams come true

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

You are eligible to be the utmost happy

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can trust yourself and dare to love

even if you were behind the rainbow

 

You are here to win the game of life

even if you were born behind the rainbow

God is here to stay with you and protect

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

 

Joshua Dragon

God Believes in You

You will succeed, my daughter

You will succeed, my son

You will accomplish greatness

Because I know who you are

Deep inside

You are the light

To shine on this world

To raise consciousness

To raise wholeheartedness

 

So, don’t have any doubts my daughter

So, don’t have any doubts my son

You will achieve all your dreams

You will live in beauty and prosperity

I have faith in you

You should believe, too

You are the one who matters

To make this world into whole

To re-create the future of love

And have an abundant life

For all

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You are complete in God’s heart

No matter where you were born

No matter how you have lived

No matter whether you’ve lost

No matter if you ever win

 

No matter what was your path

No matter if you’re left behind

No matter when you gave up

No matter if you’re still stuck

 

Since

 

You are never alone in this journey

even it’s hard to pass

the desert you are in

and you feel there in noone to invite you in

 

It is okey to be broken

it is okey to feel down

it is okey to cry

and it is okey to shout

 

Because

 

God chose you for a reason

even if you can’t see it

You are one and only

unrepeated and unique

 

Everything what you missed

can be found now

You are complete

in God’s Heart

 

Love yourself as much as He loves you

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Love Yourself to Be Loved

You can only feel love if you love yourself first

You can only feel appreciated if you appreciate yourself first

You can only believe if you believe in yourself first

You can only trust if you trust yourself first

 

You can only love truly if you have love for yourself, too

You can only feel empathy if you have empathy for yourself, too

You can only ask others to grow if you are growing, too

You can only be true with others if you find your true self, too

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Failed Resurrection

I failed my resurrection, many times.
Just now, as it was this night, a long-prepared chance to grow and change for the better side – it’s gone. It’s not the first, I missed my opportunity and pulled someone, a most beloved one, back to the mud of fallen life.

I feel I betrayed God and all the good spirits who started to trust again, believe in me, again, step by step, during the last period, since the last failure. It is always harder and harder for them, to rely on me freely, after each disappointment.

It is easy to say after, just a little, even less than last time was missing for the success. Still, a 99% cannot be offered to Heavenly Father. His realm starts when we fulfill our own part 100%. When I fulfill.

I’m sure, He knows it very well, what a tremendous battle is inside these times, He has already taught me knowledge and wisdom through others. I cannot make excuses. I lost my head, mindset and attitude. I just wanted to be happy, I just wanted everything at once, I just wanted to enjoy and melt into, maybe through the old ways a bit.

Desires are not bad. Passion is not bad. Doing something for me I asking is not bad. Balance. Extreme desires, lust and selfishness are far from God. Out of His ideal. Immature existence with misused knowledge and practice can not belong to the direct realm of Heavenly Father. Being clever after us not enough.

It is true, not God will judge us but ourselves. Now, with clearer mindset, I clearly can point out sine wrongdoings, felt like deadly sins. And if life is with God, then being without Him is death, agony. I pushed Him away, caused Him pain and misused His love, trust.

What can I do?

I said sorry, asked for forgiveness – neither of them could change the feeling of being fallen, again. Like living and seeing the past history, I’m the wrong side, the distance from Heaven, the Heart and Bosom of God is indescribable pain. I paid His love with grief.

We know more about Heavenly Father, ideal world, creation, salvation than any who lived before us. Here, today, I was unable to uphold to basic law of the Universe, the living for the sake of others. I wanted to feel more, knowing ‘I was right’ – and failed. Despite all the techniques and tactics I let my emotions, immature emotions overcome the Word in me.

I know, life will go on, possibly with many other chances to grow and love, maybe to do things better. Yet the pain I caused feels eternal, and doesn’t go away.

Step by step, brick by brick, after each and every prayer and valuable, God-level-resembling deed it can be better, will be better.

I’m sorry, Heavenly Father, I’m truly sorry. I wish I could turn back time, I wish You could trust me, again, soon, now. I wish You could stay and find a place in me to dwell, a spotless, bright, eternal, true part in me.

Please, forgive me, Heavenly Father!
I failed. I want to make it better. Please, try to trust and believe in me, I can do it better, I will try again, and I will make it, I promise You. Please, forgive me!

(from my book: God is Within)

SMM Quotes – 161

“Did Jesus make his own proclamations, or was he teaching according to someone else’s will, denying his own ego? What do you think? Jesus was not proclaiming his own message. Above him was God. Jesus’ teaching was God’s teaching; his emotional reaction to things was not his own. This means that the proclamations which Jesus made were God’s, and God can be trusted 100 percent.” – Sun Myung Moon

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