Powerlessness

what have I done
if I have done
what have I missed
if I have missed

I wasn’t here
where I should have been
I haven’t seen
what should I have seen

now
suffering comes

they are just innocent
to be harmed this way
what have I done
what I should have seen?

just missed the life
their life
who we miss now and tomorrow

accusing myself
can’t see the pain
doubts in everything
and prayers to God
to forgive what I have
and haven’t done

have no words
even my existence is so heavy
how could I endure it
when others suffer

I feel I can’t bear the pain that others suffer
I wish time to turn back
I wish to change the Rules
I wish myself to suffer and ache instead of them
I wish I was True Father to bear this
I wish I was a True Man to bear it
I wish to resemble Him
who suffers the most because of me
because of me
because of me

and still
He lifts me up
embraces
forgives
and forgets
and Loves

turning my powerlessness into capable capacity
to love them again
the world
and the humanity
including…
…me

 

JD

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Once I Was Able to Love

once
everything was lost
I’ve offered everything
now
the long forgotten
might return

was
I able to love
more than myself
seems
an obvious answer
am I honest

who
is sending the signs
I can pretend but I’m
blind
no-one knew it
just my heart

an inner stone
seemed to be alive
me
being in a sea
are you my destination
still

 

Joshua Dragon

Don’t worry, my child

As I Can See

Don’t worry, my child
don’t you worry
I’m standing right next to you
I’m with you

You may think the world is over
you might feel this way
but even if it is so
I’ll be with you

The broken sadness in you
will pass away
complete happiness will rise
with the morrow

Loneliness and Isolation
the two loyal friends
Abundant Grace
will better suit to you

Can you accept, my child
the love I’m giving you
Can I give you more
to heal you by tomorrow

I’m worried my child,
I’m worried for you
I’d like to find a way
a better way to and for you

But you shan’t worry
if you open up
just a little bit more
let me embrace you

You may think I’m too old
and you are independent
to be so close friends
partners for life

I’m here any case
trying to catch…

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Lost Love

Who is gonna win
We’ve been in this fight
So long I can’t remember
Just for the sleepless nights

We’ve been avoiding
The facts and everything
Trying like always
Accomplishing nothing

We could have waited
But I can see it now
Anything just happened
Showed the truth about us

In this realm
There is only lost love

 

Joshua Dragon

SMM Quotes – 226

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“Everything must be judged according to the standard of true love. Conflict within a family does not occur because there is not enough food to eat, but rather from problems of love.” – Reverend Sun Myung Moon

God to His Child

I won’t be able to tell you

How much I was in love

With each and every thoughts

Even before you came to this world

 

I was the proudest parent

Who made your bed

Safe and perfect

I couldn’t help but to prepare everything ahead

 

I was longing for the day

When you would be born

And I was enjoying the moments

Of waiting with daydreams

 

I couldn’t count the time

Still I can’t

How long it took

For you to come

 

And then there was the moment

When you first inhaled

The soft and rich air

Created for your breath

 

I will never forget

How much you loved to be tickled

Your beautiful eyes

As you came to know the magical Nature

 

I’m still living partly in those times

It helps me in hard days

When there is only the hope left

To make this world better

 

I won’t be able to tell you

How deep is the love I feel

Because it is endless

Because you are far away

 

I wish we were one

Once again

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Thirst

Thirst is what makes me try
Thirst is what makes me cry
Thirst is what dissolves me
Thirst is what resurrects me

Thirst is why I need to try
Thirst is why I have to cry
Thirst is why I feel needed
Thirst is why I should keep it

Thirst is when I find no words
Thirst is when I silently work
Thirst is when there is no past
Thirst is when there can be trust

Thirst, a name for the tears
Thirst, a name for the dreams
Thirst, a name for true love
Thirst, a name for our God

 

Joshua Dragon

Love nature and love people

You should know how to love nature and love people. You should know that those who cannot love people or love nature cannot love God. Because all things of creation are symbols for God and because people are substantial beings, those who know how to love all things of creation and people will come to love God.

You should always love nature. You should love nature and love people. You should love people of all five colours in the human race. Would God say, “Oh, I like only white people”? Then everyone would have to wear only white clothes. All white people would have to wear only white clothes, and throw away all their coloured clothes. Why would you wear black clothes or coloured clothes? That would be a contradiction.

Even all the elements and the smallest creatures go toward the way of love. They are moving toward being the cells of humankind that can directly contact the love that is one with God. For this reason, we should sacrifice ourselves for the sake of love. We should invest ourselves.

Since there is a tradition of pouring out one’s life and possessions in their entirety, lower entities seek to give their whole being for the sake of higher entities. This is not Darwin’s Theory of Evolution but a theory of absorption based on love. The question is how the value of one of the smallest creatures increases as it becomes material to be used in creating the next higher level of value.

We should feel that all creatures of God are objects of our love. We should be people who can love, and be loved by, even the smallest forms of life, not to mention human beings, as well as everything visible and invisible in heaven. When a bird calls, “Chirp, chirp, chirp” in the morning, instead of saying, “You pesky sparrow, I am trying to sleep late. Why are you chirping?!” say, “Oh, thank you. You came to wake me up. Ha ha, you are telling me that an important guest is coming to see me.” The outlook is different. This is a great thing.

Centered on such people, a myriad of angels in heaven form a subject realm of harmony where they can have give and take with people, as butterflies and bees do with flowers. When that happens, a flowery garden of harmony will surely appear in which God rejoices, people rejoice, angels rejoice and all things are immersed in love. A spring party will then begin.

God created the angelic world at the same time that He created the human world. What kind of world is the angelic world? Only when human beings appear with beauty and fragrance – like blossoms that exist for the sake of bearing one fruit – will the nest of love finally be prepared. Hence, all life starts from there, and all beings that have life can harmonize starting from there. Human beings make this harmony possible.

 

(from the book: Cheong Seong Gyeong)

After You Successfully Survived the Holiday

Dear Friends,

I hope and wish you had a relaxing and enjoyable Christmas, with full of love, care and inner prosperity!

Now, let’s take a look around the world with me!

As we have just celebrated love, is it safe to say the rest of the world could do it, too?

Aside from religious and cultural affiliations, can we really be sure, each and every people of the world, children, elders, siblings, parents could join us in the feast of love, at a festive table?

Have the estranged ones united? Have the broken ones healed? Have the lost ones been mourned? Have the hungers been fed? Have the sick ones got any better? Have the wars ended? Have the inner peace and wisdom overcome the falsehood and enmity? Has this world could stop and become joyous for a mere two days?

I’m not talking about only the farther part of the world, just let’s look around in our families, towns, countries.

It seems, our job hasn’t ended yet.

And what is it exactly?

Getting to know each other, sharing with each other, exchanging among each other, beyond beliefs, cultures, nations and borders. For that, internet can be one of the most efficient and useful tool, a very first step, and a series of steps. So, why not to use it for goodness?

If you feel yourself lagged behind of helping people, feeling less efficient in it, or just simply do not know how, make a commitment to yourself. If you feel so, write it on a piece of paper and post it above your screen. You can also write it in a comment, below.

A commitment to make a really efficient and fruitful year of getting to know each other in the world in a true way, learning beyond beliefs, cultures and borders, sharing truth, light, wisdom, care and love, without expecting anything in return, for the benefit of others, so, you could really be a part of a much better, greater reality in a year, together.

Are you ready to do that?

 

Joshua Dragon