I was alive once with you

I’m just a burned sun
You’re what you’ve done
I’m without love
For you
Redemption is gone

 
I’m still the one
You’re who you’ve become
I’m without fun
For you
Absolution is gone

 
No need for longing
It’s gone
No place for hoping
It was wrapped and sent away
To the unknown one

 
I’m just a scorched planet
You’re who saves only herself
I’m without resentment
For you
Eternity is lost unreported

 
I’m still saving the days
You’re wasting the nights
I’m bravering my mind
For my
Own worth matters too in life

 
I’m not your alchemist anymore
I couldn’t turn your lead to gold
You’re ain’t my Messiah either
You didn’t hold my tether
But I’ve found myself
In the desert
Where we’d burnt everything

 
I’ll miss your morning star that darkened the sky
I’ll miss all your failures that broke my heart
I’ll miss your imperfections that showed you complete
I’ll miss your body that made me feel
I was alive
Once
With you
I was alive
Once
With you

 

 

Joshua Dragon

I know that you never loved me

I know that you never loved me

You never knew how to love

Truly

How could you give

What never been yours

 

Just and unconcious mind

And a sometimes shining heart

That’s what we were

To each other

 

We took more than we gave

Because we needed to

Survive

Since we never knew how to live

Just to be images

Of a shattered vision

 

Surrogates to our true selves

Which we were hiding

That’s what we were

Expected images

Of the life around

 

I know that you never loved me

You never knew how to love

Truly

I’m just praying these days

For you to recognize

 

 

Joshua Dragon

epitaph

haven’t I given
everything to you
haven’t I changed
completely for you

haven’t I dreamt of
a better future with you
haven’t I fought for
a brighter tomorrow

haven’t I believed
in the unity of us
haven’t I acted
upon each promises

haven’t I felt
your touch as eternity
haven’t I been
reborn by it

those times
are gone now
need to evolve
this is goodbye

 

Joshua Dragon

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