God has waited for you so long

God has waited for you so long
And you have waited for Him, too
Why can’t He talk to you directly
And why can’t you hear Him clearly

He has been trying without any rest
And it seems you have slept
How can He still have more energy
And when will you feel His need

God has protected the dreams and hopes
And He’s been waiting for you
He has never given up on you
And that’s why it’s time to manifest the truth


Joshua Dragon


12 Days with God – Day Five

Join me for 12 days to spend more time with God, our Heavenly Parent.

This was the fifth day.

Yahweh saw that the wickedness of man was great on the earth, and that the thoughts in his heart fashioned nothing but wickedness all day long. Yahweh regretted having made man on the earth, and his heart grieved. “I will rid the earth’s face of man, my own creation,” Yahweh said, “and of animals also, reptiles too, and the birds of heaven; for I regret having made them.” But Noah had found favor with Yahweh.

Genesis 6:5-8


This was the day of balance.

The greatest challenge is to be happy always. Sometimes it seems and feels, the joyous moments pass as quickly as they arrive, leaving only a reminiscence. The sharp teeth of reality bite the delight until nothing remains. How could You survive and exist seeing the reality of Your fallen and estranged children? I only can conclude that logically it was your mere hope that Your dream will become fruitful…

Actions, deeds are the foundation of love, life, lineage, lasting happiness, lasting fortune. It is simple to climb up a mountain, since time to time we walk down in a steep or declivous path – and that one is completely normal, acceptable, since it is the time for gaining strength, relaxing, meditating and rededicating. It is never a failure to let life be balanced. Anyone, who is willing to go up, ought to be ready to go down, too. Knowledge, trust, self-esteem are tools to act, and true dreams are the roots of the hopes in life.

Can my body be enough good for my intentions? Is my heart able to convert all the dreams and inspirations I have received from You to make others’ life easier and supporting them to get closer to You with melting their pain and disappointment with the real quality of love? I used to sorry You, that it was only me who listened to You, and a lot of people had been more prepared for taking the path. I used to feel shame and discouragement. Later, I realized when You gave me a vivid dream, You are proud of me, You have always wanted to be proud of me.

I love all those radiating experiences and encounters with You. I love remembering to them. These dreams are my hopes and strength in the days of hardships and challenges.

Thank You, Father!

Your son,



12 Days with God – Day Four

Join me for 12 days to spend more time with God, our Heavenly Parent.

This was the fourth day.

“How great are his signs,
how mighty his wonders!
His sovereignty is an eternal sovereignty,
his empire lasts from age to age.”
Daniel 3:100


This was the day of service.

This has been a long day. A long, but worthy one: trying to help others is always a good day.

You have always excelled in helping and supporting your children. Although, we have been neglecting You and Your help every so often, maybe almost all the time, You have never given up on us, You have never given up on me.

So, I tried to do the same, though my body showed every signs of weakness and it felt truly like a challenge, I focused on to excel. Keeping the true smile and good mood was not the easiest, and honestly, most of the times not the emotions but the dedication kept me going on, getting to know more people, being flexible in schedule and work. Arriving home, the most beloved ones also needed the greatest attention – as I was trained by You, no matter what and how happened, arriving home man always need to be on the top of his game, radiating and passing the love, light You have Blessed him with…

I had to learn my limitations, so, it was an earlier time to sleep, singing Your name.

Serving, living for the sake of others is the best way of healing, both for the world, both for man.

Thank you for inventing the principle of living for the sake of others.

Your son,



12 Days with God – Day Three

Join me for 12 days to spend more time with God, our Heavenly Parent.

This is the third day.

“Enter by the narrow gate, since the road that leads to perdition is wide and spacious, and many take it; but it is a narrow gate and a hard road that leads to life, and only a few find it.”

Matthew 7:13-14


This is the day of being a human.

It shouldn’t be a shame, Father, to feel being a human. Yet, I’ve experienced today both parts in me: the one closer to You, and the other You did not create…

How life could have been? How everything would have turned out? How all the actions should have been? All the ifs, all the possibilities. I know, You have had all the calculations, measurementsm, precursors and preparations. Today, just like my ancestors, I used the free will and goose-stepped into misery. And I pulled You in…

…I didn’t mean to do that. The strangest thing is, that I have always had the clues, the patterns which might be called premonition, sharp senses or even wisdom. Despite all the good inside me, I chose ignorance, the very same tool detoured the greatest love to be completely manifested…

It’s not the first time, from my part, definately not the first. And I’m not fooling myself saying this was the last obnoxious vanity. Maybe today, because the night has fallen…

It’s been countless times, probably, when I chose the other side of the forking paths. Yet, You’ve always tried to trust me again. Again and again. And You kept giving me Your Blessings, constantly. Blessings, I have never expected, I could never dreamed of. You gave my life back, You gave my children, and You have saved them. You have given me the sight, I could see, I could hear, I could understand better, I could walk and run closer to You. There were times when I felt your hand in my hand…

I’m sorry, Father, I haven’t grown enough yet. I don’t want to make mistakes again, I don’t. I don’t want to be immature anymore. With the sunlight, a more mature life will emerge. I know it. I will show it to You, Father, I will.

Your son,



12 Days with God – Day Two

Join me for 12 days to spend more time with God, our Heavenly Parent.

This is the second day.

“Thus heaven and earth were completed with all their array. On the seventh day God completed the work he had been doing. He rested on the seventh day after all the work he had been doing. God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on that day he had rested after all his work of creating. Such were the origins of heavens and earth when they were created.”

Genesis 2:1-4


This was the day of challenges.

It’s been a lot You’ve been going through, I tried not to make it harder for You, Father.

I kept my promise. I’m always trying to do so, and this one I’ve learned from You, Father. I remember, it was the hard way, as so often feels – almost always. I learned, experienced, live through: I’m not omnipotent. My body has limitations and well, it seemed, so often, my heart has limitations, too. That was one of the most surprising discovery. A worthy one. A painful one. I felt so often helpless, like somebody who has lost the way and can not keep his promise…

You’ve taught me, Father, You’ve taught me well.

Sometimes, in distant memories I can discover the path, how different everything was before I could finally start to understand You were teaching me.

I can’t change time, I can’t change space. Things what are temporary, still feel long, everlasting. Boundaries, barriers, burdens. All what barricades us from freedom and true love…

A challenging day, Father, this I had. But I kept my promises. Almost each of them. And I will try to make the next day better for my children, and for the people in the world.

You’ve taught me, Father, You’ve taught me well.

Your son,



I have been somewhere

I have been somewhere
where I have never been
I have met someone
whom I have never met
I have felt something
what I have never had

I have been somewhere
where I have received
I have been given
what has been called the Holy Grail
I have had it since then
wherever I have been

I have been somewhere
Where you can also come to
I have met God
whom you can also meet
I have been given the utmost
what you can also recieve



Joshua Dragon

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