Whenever I feel abandoned, it is only in me.
Heavenly Father has never left me. He always stands next to me, trying to catch me when I fall, showing the best way for my path, saying the righteousness needed for the life I live.
I became reluctant. Sometimes even put Him to the abyss of denial. I am often blind, however I have eyes, I am often deaf, however I have ears to hear. And I have an unfortunate talent to work off His active help, feeling it as a shackle.
So, I leave to yourself, Father, time to time. I am looking for words to express my apology, but I can’t find. I know, you are in pain, because of me, too. How can I be an example for others, on the road back to you?
Whenever I need you, You are with me. Whenever I am down, You desperately try to find the ways to lift me up…
I want, I would like, I long for sharing my joy, my happiness time to You, whenever it is. Rejoice with You from the blink of an eye to the greatest moments of my lifetime…
As I Can See 
How can I be an example for others?
You can. A proof that there is a Way.
Im fallen. I have my past that many people know. I would never deny it or hide it.
Sometimes my friends would say: ” but you were like this” – “Yes, you said well. I WAS like this”.
I can face with it. Because I closed it. Because I took a 180 degree change. Because I learnt from it.
Because I chose to take God’s hand, which was always there.
And He saved me. He forgave and forget my past and show me the way towards happiness.
I can be an example.
I can be a proof that there is a Way.
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